Alive people always feel that period in life. Something that people cannot avoid. 

People being robbed, fire burns everything without separating importance and useless category, tsunami kills whoever there, babies lost their parents, mothers lost their rights to lead, youngsters lost trust for managing their own time, girls lost their self-confidence, etc. Everything is about getting and losing something.

Having something is just about time to lose. Try to protect is the human wants, human characteristic to keep and hold something for life. But losing is something else. When the time is come, nobody could run or hide. Time to lose is there. The distance could be one year, two years, three days, or four minutes. Nobody knows about that absolute powerful decision. Why? Because there is nothing belongs to human being.

What people have in life called chance. I can’t protect my gold in my hands, I can’t have my parents in my whole life or love partner to always be with me, even I can’t count on my own brain to keep thinking about my needs. Why? Because they are not mine, and would not be mine. But I have chance to enjoy my new smartphone, I have chance to go home and run to my parents when I have nowhere to go, I have chance to learn about sacrifice and togetherness in relationship and become a better person, and I have chance to stay logic and thinking about life and else. Before i lose them.

Someday, it will be gone anyway. And what should I do for all of these temporary things without feeling regret, frustration, or just missing something gone? Three words: be thankful, enjoy, and prepare. I guess, that’s all I can do. So when that unexpected moment come, I hope I can be a happy pretty dead little woman who had meaningful precious life.

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