I embrace my life. I enjoy my job. I plan and predict everything that could happened with me. I could tell every details what, why, and how things could be happened with me. I am thinking all the time about life. I used to know everything about me.

I think when I sleep. I can deal with sadness, let it come when I had time and let it go when I feel enough with it. I could. But there is a time that I feel powerless. I don’t know what to do. I woke up with tears and nothing I can do to stop it. And then, I go crazy with that condition. Frustrated, mad, feel useless. I hate when I need something that I don’t actually have.

All I can say is that is life. It goes up and down. It goes run and walk slowly. Happiness is there, walking with sadness besides. Succeed walks with you, in front of failure. And it is fine to be not okay. You still have tears to warm up your cold shaking hands, and you can close your eyes whenever you want to be unseen.

Sometimes we can’t blame anyone, because the problem is not with them. The problem is with the ‘me’ inside. Deal with it… Embrace life. And keep moving.